hi.....hmm i may sound ok...but im not........i dunno wats wrong with me....feelin the pressure all over again....im so not studyin, doin my projects and listenin in class....i actually slept during Biz Comm todae...luckily Diana Chee didnt gave me a good "lecture"......shes very understanding....im so tired.......todae i didnt play again...told terrence that my confidence is thinning.....i dunno why man....7-0! we beat RP and i didnt get to play a minute....isnt that favourtism? I think so....and it happens everywhere i go...whether is at Club or at school....it happens to me....and Rishi thinks so too....argh....so messed up...i donnoe whether to be happy or sad.....Happy cos i saw her?! hehes nahz....well cos Np beat RP 7-0 and Nyp Lost to NTU 1-2...we Are top of the table.....anywae.....next game is against NYP......and that may well be our toughest group game, Marcus broke his toe Nail, Nadym is Suspended dat leaves the Centre mid spot fer me? am i gonna get it? i aint sure man.....to tell yer honestly he(the coach) wouldnt wanna put me in too.....oh yar todaes game all scored by diff ppl....Yazid Aziz Yusof Terrence Nadym Sean and finally Nizam......well im gonna go fer club trainin tomorrow and i donno how to face them.....as in Mah good friends....but i told myself it aint my fault so theres nothin i shud be afraid of facing....pissed.....well juz happy tat i saw her todae also.......nvm Fri...i will be da man....i will play well(i.e. if i play lar) hahaz... btw Silie n me were feastin our eyes todae.....but i had mine fixed only on someone hahaz....
Gotta go sleep man...
LeO
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