right...here i rant again.....ooo IVP trainin has been super intensive and i feel soooooo tired...aww...well trainin hasnt been smooth sailing for me....and for the team too....so much has happened....well there were fair shares of quarrels n shoutings at each other...but we are all playin as a team and shud be united.....well however i feel so stifled....i dont realli think that im gonna get much chance to feature in the IVP......well in Midfield...the position im playin has been sooooo tough...and im quite sure im bucklin under the pressure....well really have to thank terrence rishi, silie and some others for their constant encouragement....im not realli very consistent in mah performance......sometimes i play super well in trainin and at other times i dont.....it juz makes me so demoralised.........well hadnt had much time to blog becos since last week.....Mon, Tues and Wed had School trainin......den on Thursday and Friday had club Trainin and den on Sunday had a game against geylang and yes we lost......again....Monday had a friendly....was very upset dat i got sent off for something dat i didnt do...well anywae my teammates had support in me....and dat was whats important Tuesday had trainin and yeah todae too...i feel so burnt out and my calf and back were hurting....i dunno i feel confident in games...but i nv feel confident in trainin....i hate to play against Terrence.....hes such a menace....such a bother to me....i cant play wif my usual confidence becos he is soooo good.....he juz takes the ball off me so easily.....argh....mayb have to admit im crap lar! hahas anywae Fridays our First IVP game against NTU.....yeah last year's Runner up....*like i care*......we play to win....and we will...........hmm i dunno i kinda found some inspiration....and im not about to tell what......heessss *grin*...erm...oh yar! after trainin felt so relieved i was picked for IVP team...lols....and had a few jokes wif my teammates....silie *OLE! me hahas i was damn paiseh lar but aiya nvm....aso not the first time...i will get back at him...oh yar when we went to retrieve balls....yusof fell into the Steeplechase pool dat was filled wif Rainwater lolS...me and Farid cant help but laugh lols.....the Team is really gellin and tats good man....whatever it is i will work hard play hard and try do everythin i can to win .....okok? waitin for meiqi to online so can ask her about something.....anywae...gota go!
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