i feel so lost now....mayb rie is rite....it does not really helps being too sentimental at times...hmm....but im not whining or what lar.....well todae made me think alot whether shud i continue...onot...Rie says dont give up dat time...but its makin me an emotional wreck......hai..... i dunno why i got myself into tis kinda Situation....but its makin me feel so depressed, sad and got me thinkin about myself...WHATS WRONG WITH ME???? Probably i juz placed too much faith in myself...i couldnt help but treat her nicer cos i didnt want her to think meetin her at the club was like juz flirtin around playin around(well i dont mean that i have the abilities to do so) but i was afraid i gave her that impression hais.....if i feel for someone...i will treat her with a whole and true heart....damn..even a little thing could trigger off so much thoughts in me....maybe i shud juz bless them....mayb i shud juz give up...but tats not like me...i dont give up easily....i juz dunno why i juz wanted to give it all up now....Contradictory thoughts runnin thru my mind....well....i think i go rest...before that msg her first bah...
mood: :(
Listening to: Avril Lavigne- My Happy Ending
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
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