~sighs~
here am i bloggin again....recently its been ups n downs for me.... i cant really go into detail as in to what... but what i can say is im finding it very difficult to trust myself anymore....at least someone lost trust in me for once...im sad cos i dunno wat happen...and i honestly haf no intention of makin ppl lose trust in me...so if you are reading and can remember wad i did...can u pls tell me so dat i will nv make the same mistake again? I noe that there are some issues tat make u trust ppl less...but i hope dat all those times dat u haf know me...i have NV lied to you in anyway...
to someone i noe i may have let u down at certain point of time( i donnoe when) ...but it was without malice...u noe im the blur kind and i might haf unexpectedly said or did something.....i haf so much things to say to you...Thursday i hope we can sit down together and haf a heart to heart tok... gimme a chance to explain everything okay....i find dat things changed a lil betw us..i can feel dat...i dunno why..but i noe...
im under tremendous pressure now...i feel im breakin down soon...Soccer hasnt been smooth sailing in recent weeks....the soccer team is goin to australia at the end of the year...during Nov...dunno if i can get to go anot...well anywae..not oni soccer givin me pressure..luckily for me i haf someone to encourage me...and im glad i listened to that advice... Thanx to Terrence...and Angela...
Last Friday was the happiest day of my life ever....i've nv felt betta...its all in my mind, my heart...and nothing can take it away....
chalet was okay...had fun with the ogk peeps....im not gonna say more about it...i love the chalet..period...
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
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