hmm
just chat with someone just now..told me quite a few stuff...i dont want to think about it... i admit after that time...i jus could not stop thinkin...but it has drained even more energy from me... i dont want to be tied down anymore..i dont want to be bogged down by all this kinda different feelings. Felt free for a period of time... then suddenly.... im upset again...im lost again....
what really made me feel glad was...finally im gonna be in insolation from the world.. at least from the things that made me felt down... 11 more days. the things im gonna miss most is mambo! its my getaway from every kind of sad feelings. im gonna miss my friends that i've made from mambo, huiqing, michelle, lynn... well... of cos not forgettin freshBOX...the ppl who are as dear to me as my family... all u ppl made me feel so at home during my 4 month stint in freshBOX... sighs...
Today was my last day at work, although didnt felt much when i was at work... but on the way home i was feelin upset. Gonna miss reporting sales to Shuling, gonna miss my friends @ Bugis...
haha today my regular customer came to talk to me..realised that im gonna quit le... she also felt kinda upset... hahah
alot of feelings goin thru in me now...
but i guess its betta to keep it within myself....
im am v confused... very disillusioned....
but you know what?
THANK GOD ITS WEDNESDAY TMR!!!!!
mambo!!!!!! lol
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,
'Cause Ill never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
mood: mixed up
Listening to: Enigma and Sarah Brightman- Once in a lifetime
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
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