im still sleepin late everynite as usual... i dont know why..
anyway... heres some thanx to ppl i know who visited me at work since i started...
bon, kiat, jer, adr, nana, yong and yangs and kuaile too.... haha.. thanx it feels good to see u guys when im workin..so bored there...
haha
aso saw some ppl while working... including erm Zhiyi, Rae, joycelyn...
of cos jayce ... always see her..cos shes my colleague!!! lol.. lame..
ok...
im sick... flu and a lil fever... accumulated not enough slp... on day i oni slp about say... 6 hours? about there.. cos slp late..but got to wake up go work.. haha..
and im quite upst about some issue... v disappointed in myself... no worries..i will bounce back... i know its partly my fault..but ppl makes mistakes.. and im willin to learn.. i wont disappoint thos who trust n haf hopes in me...
hee
mood: okay lor..
Listening to : AE86 - initial D
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
4:25 PM
4:25 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005 >> tired...
soooo tired..
anyway been slpin late as usual...
anyway work's been keepin me up to my neck..
really busy till no time...
last nite went to Laura's birthday.. happy birthday!!!!! =)
okay.. here's a pic which i stole from my sis' blog...
a pic of me and my family at my dad n mom's 25th year weddin anniversary..
haha
Listening to: 好心好报
mood: contradicting
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
1:20 AM
1:20 AM
Thursday, October 20, 2005 >> been busy..
hey ppl...
finally im back here bloggin already.. started work at freshbox .. for already a week... v tiring for me cos my shifts are from 1-10 pm.. long yea? plus travellin time.. oooo so long.. neglected so many things.. my family, my friends..
ok attended lebon's birthday at party box last fri... oh man..started off really well.. playin dice with them.. till i got tipsy but still continued drinkin and i got wasted... damn... ok well that history..
one more thing
to my dear friends,
although im not here for u for the time being cos im busy with work... i know things can get really bad and u all need a listening ear sometimes.. pls always know im in ur hearts...
to a particular someone: i dont want u to hurt urself okie? cos it hurts me and hurts others too.. right now im feelin v down...cos i saw wad u did to urself... dont inflict it on us... and espcially on urself okie... there are many ppl who loves u..... dont wish to see u hurt urself...... pain isnt pleasure..
to angela: hey.. things may be rough now.. esp with ur exams comin up really soon..but dont worry okie...im confident that u will do well and up to ur standard... no worries okay! hee gambatte!
will update more...
mood: down.
listening to: Brandy- Have you ever
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
5:51 PM
5:51 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005 >> death ...
well... its now 4.21 am in the morning... and i still cant get to slp.. its been a week already.. Damn! for goodness sake... be tired....
was reading thru Samantha's blog... erm.. well shes some girl from Ngee ann that i know her thru Bon. Her Bf, perry died while playin soccer in camp. Sad case i must say, they could have gotten married.
Obviously,
Samantha is devastated and i might say the things that she blogged brought some tots into me. So many ppl gave her words of condolences. Maybe Perry's friends were aso v devastated. I wondered. If !!!!!! if ah! dat time i were to die in that accident at Haw Par Villa (near 99 wan) .
How would you ppl feel. i Dont know. Life is so fragile..
So ppl, treasure your loved ones. Life is short.
mood: dont know wat to feel.
Listening to: Simple Plan- Crazy
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
7:20 PM
7:20 PM
Monday, October 03, 2005 >> staring into space.
spent the last 10 minutes staring into space.
felt stuff that i felt last nite.
i dont know why i was so down last nite.
perhaps i was again alone.
The tv was on, the light from the tube flashin ever so brightly in the pitch darkness.
watched "新阿郎".. the mediacorp drama that had Fann wong, Wan Zi Liang and Christopher Lee. Went to download the theme song by fann wong and jeff chang
别让情两难。。。。
felt alot...
i didnt slp until 6 am. Its been almost a week since i'm back from melbourne. I still cant get used to it. Bon not really feeling too good these days. Seeing him so upset just makes me feel upset. I dont know how to help him. Just hope that everything will go well for all of us okie?
To Angela:
I know exams are coming already, you want to do well and you feel pressurized to do so. Dont give yourself too much stress. you can do it okie.. i know you can... Sometimes must aso unwind. Treat urself to good food!!! if im there i will cook for u and pei to eat. hmm well take care okie?
Thanx for helping me make my blog... very nicely done... hey the pic aso v nice... but its i edit one okie? LOL haha nice hor? overall very well done thanks.. ^^
To Bon:
hmm i dont know wat to say.. Not gonna say much.. just cheer up.. We go enjoy ourselves one day okay... chill out.. okie?
To Jess:
Cloney... erm u are goin back tonite at midnite. to Uk.. further away from us here. pls remmber to take care of yourself okie? about ur lodging remember to send me ur address okie? and dont worry im sure everything will be okay. For me, For you. okay?
To J:
Hey... thanx for accompanying me when im back and all that, givin me advices when i need it the most. Thanx alot. i know u dont say much but u do care. Thanx
To Yangs:
hey how have u been.. Start work already hope that you are okay. Although u nv write my name in your blog... but nvm. LOL haha... take care lots..
read Xinyi's blog recently and saw her entry in Chinese. Kinda agree with it.
有时会想, 一个人开心点, 还是两个人开心点。
但，我却喜欢有一个人在耳边唠叨，喜欢那种说不出的感觉。
人是不是很会弄自己矛盾？
很多感触？不知该说出来，或藏在心里。
踢球去吧！最好把烦恼忘掉的。。^^
mood: 很多感触
Listening to : 张信哲，范文方- 别让情两难
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
3:29 AM
3:29 AM
Sunday, October 02, 2005 >> love my closed ones...
hehe...
today met up with gary, thomas and kang. haha dotn know why... mayb they are my best friends.. everything meet up with them.. i always felt a sense of closeness... to them... hahaa..
yesterday went out with Bon, Soonyong, Alex, Dawn and Dingsheng. Erm... well really had fun with them lar. i mean friends are really an important part in your life. They share you happiness and woes. Really glad to have them...
Angela..
Gary.
Thomas.
Kang.
Cloney!!!
sherrie.
the guys from 3 lian bang.
haha and the others.. heee..
mood: great!
Listening to: 好心好报
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
2:38 PM
2:38 PM
