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Sunday, June 29, 2008 >> hmm..

went to watch my bestie play in a game today
2-2..
although didnt win.. i still think he played well..
really brought back memories where i will go trainin with him everyday..
no matter hw tough trainin was..
no matter hw we got scolded..
we encouraged each other to toil on...

i wanna be able to play like in the past..
i wanna be fit again..

**i remembered u once watched me in training..
although i got scolded..n i got kicked around..
it didnt matter..
cos u were always there to give me massages n hugs n words of encouragements
and a peck on the cheek! thank you
**

sighs..
if i knew this would happened..
i would never have put my whole into it..
im broken...

i wish i didnt made it clear...

*updates*
jus put down the fone with my best friend... hmm we talked bout primary sch.. sec sch.. poly..Gombak n Jurong... lol.. so many things we went thru together.. haha

i remembered he laughed at me when i cried at Pre-primary..
i remembered we got punished together in Pri 4 when we were in diff class..
i remembered in Pri 5 hw we got humiliated..
i remembered Sec 1 when we played soccer every Sat and eat Nasi Lemak at Ave 6
i remembered Sec 2 when the 4 of us joined FUCKIN choir...
i remembered Sec 2 when we ran away frm SYF practise and run back to sch..
i remembered Sec 2 when u guys changed me for the better...
i remembered Sec 3 when u consoled me & scolded me when i almost didnt make it to Sec 4..
i remembered Sec 3 when i got the Best player award and u were there to see me get it.
i remembered Sec 3 when i was No. 7 in sch team!!!! *loves*
i remembered Sec 3 when i scored a free kick...
i remembered Sec 4 when we passed fuckin o levels...
i remembered Poly year 1 when we joined Gombak u-18..
i remembered Poly year 2 when we were in NP sch team..
i remembered Poly year 3 when we joined Jurong.. &
i remembered Poly year 3.5.... need i say more??? hahahhaha

nw we are 23.... 17 years on.. we're still great together!!!!
hahah i wanna play soccer!!!

read jie jie's blog.. all i can say is my dearest elder sis!! Italy and portugal are both out... lols!!!!
and i hope u enjoyed Japan and Maldives!!! maybe i shud save up for taiwan or bkk?? but i need to save up for Perth!!!

Sis intro-ed this song.. "always be my baby by Mariah Carey" but its a rendition by David cook!!
thanks Sis!!!

"Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby"


pic of my bear bear in central..with the rose i folded.


me..takin the pic for the FB card.

mood: leave me alone.
Listening to: David Cook- Always Be My Baby


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10:29 PM


Friday, June 27, 2008 >> im sorry..

all i can say is..
sorry..

i really dont knw what i have to do..
shud i jus take the money n go do my course n nt go back?

confused.

maybe its true..im only good for one thing..
runnin away from reality...
i ran away once..and nw im gonna do it again?
sighs.. wished i didnt need to do it...

mood: confused
Listening to: Mariah Carey- bye bye.


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12:37 AM


Wednesday, June 25, 2008 >> what shud i do..

i really dun knw.
anyway..

school's starting again!
this time.. Exercise Programmin and Introductory to Sports Nutrition.
=)

work's been nt so smoothsailing these few days..
alot of things going about..
bla bla bla..

*ps hope u like it*

mood: messy.
Listening to: Ne-yo- Do you


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1:29 AM


Sunday, June 22, 2008 >> how are you?

你最近还好吗?


Mood: dun knw.
Listening to: S.H.E- 你最近还好吗


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2:07 PM


Saturday, June 21, 2008 >> drink drank drunk.

hmm very very tired.
jus came back frm alps..a chillout place bon intro me.. been there for the past 3 days.. hmm 1st time bon brought me there to chill literally..jus the both of us and since han bing works there.. we went.. then on wed n then today we went again! Zervon joined us for the past 2 times.

didnt wanna drink..but dunno why i did..as usual gt rashes.. but nvm.. anyway.. today very sway..play 5-10 wiht them..i lost like alot of times...n got a lil high.. headache lo.. went to vomit a lil.. really dun wish to lead this kinda lifestyle again.. sian.. make me think of alot of things..

hahha at least i sang a few songs aso lah.. haha quite gd.. but long time no sing abit weird lorh hahaha...

haha..

today worked with Zervon, we opened shop till 11 pm today as Central gt midnite sales.. but apparently the ppl was nt there to shop...but was there to see show.. sales sucks.. hmm its been an really messy week.. dunno hw to say..

really really very tired... am glad i finally done my application for my 2nd semester!! cant wait for 2nd sem to start but a lil apprehensive about it again.. haha..
as i write this entry.. i still have alcohol flowin in me... errr blur blur de.. haha
anyway im going to bed le tmr still have to work.. niteS!

mood: =\
Listening to: Neyo and Rihanna- Hate that i love you


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3:41 AM


Thursday, June 19, 2008 >> living in other's shadow..

maybe im lost,
because its dark,
and there's no light to lead the way.

always in another's shadow,
the road ahead is even darker,
the road ahead is bleak,
the road ahead is unknown.

there may be a sharp bend,
that may be the end of the road,
what do you do?
Do you continue on this arduous journey,
or wait till visibility is better?

When can i walk out of the shadow?
When can i be my own star?
When?
Why is my life filled with tribulations?
why are there so many whys?
Why is it i dont have an answer to any of these whys?

Why are u so beautiful?
Why do u have to make my heart skip a beat,
everytime i see you?
Why am i so crazy for u?
If only there are answers to these whys.

i just hope to leave everythin status quo
i dun wish for anything to change,
but if it does im sorry.
Sorry i cant help things remain the same

Mood: mood to write.
Listening to: Mariah Carey- Bye Bye


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11:11 PM


Tuesday, June 17, 2008 >> emo..

hmm..
its been eons since i blogged.. well..i dun knw wat to say..but i had a good day today... i saw.. "u knw who" firstly.. i wanna say thank u.. thank u for being understanding.. thanks u for lettin the ice break between us..

went for a drink after wrk.. well drank a few glasses... well.. think i had my usual bout of rashes after 2 cuppas of beer?? kinda upset.. well..emo songs...what do u expect.. well was kinda emo.. wishes sum1 could help ease my pain by helpin me scratch.. really wished that that sum1 would help me scratch my back... hahaha

sighs.. headache nw.. shudnt have drank that much...

mood: emotional
Listening to: Leona Lewis- Better In Time.


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1:22 AM


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