actually
i really dont knw what i did to deserve such a treatment frm u
if you dont want..
then jus say u dun wan..
why do u have to give me hope.
mood: fucked
Listening to: Depeche mode- Strange Love
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
11:50 PM
11:50 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 >> err..
saw kelvin's nick on msn
"why are u trying so hard to make things perfect?Just Relax and be yourself."
his nick gt me thinking..
although its nt me whom he is referring to...
i jus think maybe im tryin too hard..
i jus wanna be happy...
i jus wanna get over the unhappy things..
but its so difficult...
mood: lost
Listening to: Zhang Hui Mei- Xing Shi Shui Ren Zhi.
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
9:11 PM
9:11 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008 >> l..........................................................e.....i
微凉的晚秋
随着落叶擦肩而过
多少年
日升月没转瞬间过
冰冷的雨滴
打在温热的我的手
多少泪
顺着脸颊不停滑落
而我的梦深藏在心中
那里有甜蜜的幻想全是你和我
但你却说太遥远
梦已经不够
需要多些空间
让彼此再去寻找快乐
只想再听你说
你愿意爱着我
直到地老天荒下个世纪末
真的只想再听你说
在你心中我算什么
给我一个答案算不算太过奢求
难忘记熟悉的轮廓
期望能再紧抱着我
你却不肯回头
只想再听你说
愿意继续爱我
你却是低着头用力的沉默
真的只想再听你说
求求你不要再闪躲
才明白爱上你
等于爱上了寂寞
才明白爱上你
等于爱上了寂寞
mood: down
Listening to: 那英-爱上你等于爱上寂寞
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
1:13 AM
1:13 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 >> Joanna Wang 王若琳 - 有你的快乐
Just wanna share this song..
wanna dedicate this song to Someone...
我怎麼都不想睡 天特別亮夜特別的黑
當我深深的呼吸 心中充滿想你的甜蜜
想和你走在雨中 想要你牽我的手 傻傻的你不敢說愛
而我也故意要你為我等待
說不出有多麼快樂 還是不夠 這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空 別的星球 只有我們存在
喜歡和你在一起 無聊的生命也變有趣
當你聽我的音樂 分享在每一刻的心情
在一起越來越久 開始會對你在乎
這感覺我們都明白
只要你在身邊 日子就亮起來
說不出有多麼快樂 還是不夠 這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空 別的星球 只有我們存在
愛情在這個時候
我的心就像天氣 晴時多雲偶爾有雨
說不出有多麼快樂 還是不夠 這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空 別的星球 只有我們存在
說不出有多麼快樂 還是不夠 這感覺這一切
就好像飄在外太空 別的星球 只有我們存在
mood:tired
Listening to: Joanna Wang 王若琳 - 有你的快乐
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
3:13 AM
3:13 AM
>> 失眠....
i'm losing sleep again..
its been days and haha guess kelvin did complain about the girls in FB all lookin like zombies... =) haha...
boring..
today went out with ZR,evelyn and Lilian... walked around FE, wisma and Bugis.. bleh..
tired.... my legs ached from the 7 km run i had the day before...
as i was running, alot went thru my mind...
like.. what if i suddenly collapse there and then.... because the doc had advised me in doing sports for awhile...to rest my heart..
dont know why...
half of me wished that i did collapse, wishing i never had to worry about anything again......n half of me was worried that what if i really did? I havent done many things yet leh.... sighs.. in 2 minds..
不知道为什么
总觉得好累, 好不开心....
是不是她不在? 为什么感觉就像是三年前那样?
我知道我错了..
我伤害了你太深....
我也没想要你原谅我...
"you make me smile
please stay for awhile now,
just take your time
wherever you go"
*p.s. my sincerest condolences to joey on the demise of her beloved granny...*
mood: =(
Listening to: Colbie Calliat- Bubbly
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
2:08 AM
2:08 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008 >> few good days...
hey hey!
中秋节快乐!!!
hope you guys having fun..especially Lei who is back in Msia..
hee ^^
Spent my mid autumn Festival workin at the Central.
No Mid Autumn Mood...No Mooncakes, lanterns and aso no tea...
these weekend was workin with Evelyn... My best partner at work... always good sales whenever i work with her.. =) *cheers*
Went down to Bugis Village to pass sales and went for supper with Zr, Joey, Lun, An , Lian and Teck2..and Rey too...
the other nite...was it a Fri? Went for movie with Zr and Evelyn lor...hmm caught Bangkok Dangerous at PS... not bad lah... but a bit cheapo the production... lol... we aso watched Wall E with the others and Lei & Rachel....last Fri...
After movie watned to go home then ZR and Evelyn suggested Mustafa... so we went!!! haha
had a good laugh LOL!!!!! Funny sia... got pics to prove it.. we had fun!!
today aso took pics with Evelyn hehe.... =)
us.
hello!
Muffins... that the paisley n cream ppl gave us for 中秋节! Elmo!!!
Zr pickin flowers at Mustafa... =X!!!
The 3 of us... but cant really see Eve..
My spoils!!! silky n sexy Boxers!!!!
Funny Poster... taken from Mustafa de...
我开心不代表我忘了有你的存在．
我很想念你，
请你快回来．
mood: happy
Listening to: Kiley Dean- Who would i Run to.
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
2:18 AM
2:18 AM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 >> 又撞墙了.....
Sometimes i really dont understand..
am i that bad? am i that screwed up..
haha maybe some of u reading out there think so...im sure there are some of you out there..
why do i screw things up again..
jus a simple outing... and i can become temperamental...
maybe im jus too 情绪化??
我又撞墙了.....
不知道为什么我的心那么痛...
我错在哪儿?
真的是猜不透......
猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
让试探为彼此的心 上了锁
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸 是真的 是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱
是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔
是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
mood: =(
Listening to: 叮噹- 猜不透
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
10:53 PM
10:53 PM
Monday, September 08, 2008 >> 不开心的一天
好不开心啊,
我第一次用华语写布落格.....
不知为什么, 我今天想到她....
不知不觉不开心起来.....
很多时侯...当你发觉你自己在作战时, 你会突然间感到很疲倦, 觉得很累.
也是这个时候 你会发觉自己很孤独 很想要一个心爱的人和你并肩作战....
但是, 这些想法只是个幻想, 不可能成为现实的.
今天做central.. 也算是回家
但不知到为什么, 我没觉得高兴...
反而觉得空虚....
伤心
总决得我在你心中是没地位的...
hai....
"我沈默不代表我不痛
我不痛眼泪就不会流"
mood: 沮丧
Listening to: Jam Hsiao- 疼爱
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
12:15 AM
12:15 AM
Wednesday, September 03, 2008 >> 失恋无罪
ALin- 失恋无罪
你说我对你紧紧跟随 你觉得疲惫
你一句话就逼我撤退
没想到你说最近选择 一个人睡
我忍住眼泪 我尊重眼泪
孤独万岁 失恋无罪
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪
我对於人性早有预备 还不算太黑
独身万岁 失恋无罪
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
用过去悲伤换来自由难道不珍贵
一个人崩溃 不是在犯罪
一个人崩溃 并不是在犯罪
mood: okay
Listening to: Alin- 失恋无罪
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
2:31 AM
2:31 AM
