i never saw a wild thing
sorry for itself
A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough,
without ever feeling sorry for itself
mood: good!
Listening to: Zhou Jie Lun- Bai Se Feng Che
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
1:12 PM
1:12 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006 >> happy weekend!!!!
bleh..
hahahah.. dont know how to start leh.. to think i blogged so much before le.. lol haha.. ok first up..came back on fri afternoon lar.. didnt know where to go.... okay anyway... i didnt go out! wow! hahah
ok most importantly was on saturday... went down to bugis to look for my blazer..saw one at parco...hmm most likely will go back there n buy..if not must go look see look see for more first haha.. hung out at village awhile at freshbox..with hong,summer and xiaoyang... then aso went around shoppin with zack.. lol after that went down to orchard there met up with yong and the rest of the guys... had dinner @ the old marche's aka the village...well..had the seafood baked rice ah...hmm not bad.. tok kok for abit...the guys didnt know wat to do...so we decided to go play lan and play pool...play dota bnet but nobody!!!!! wat sia.. haha and then we just otot go play in other ppl's game...sian. finished our games..went down to bk for drinks...couldnt decide what to do.. we decided to vote.. we tot of places to club... zouk, mos, momo, dbl O, dxo
in the end we went to dbl O... hmm as usual sat was retro...not in the mood for retro....was more in mood for the r n b hahaa... saw Lieutanant Kok Hua there again... 2nd time liao lor!!!! haha so qiao.. anyway i always had the feeling last nite that i will see someone there....sighs but i didnt..so sad =\ but its okay lar...so long nv see the guys liao...kinda happy to hang out wiht them again hahahahah
reached home at 3 am lor...very early hor? ahaha 1st time leh...lol sian leh....
when i saw my leg i was like oh shit... its swollen again...think i boogied too much lol...
but after the medicine and a slp...im okay again! hahaha
sighs next week will be a tiring one...training will be tough and...... tougher! haha..
till next weekend....
out!
hai~ 假装多好!
mood: disappointed
Listening to: 蔡依林- 假装
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fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
2:51 AM
2:51 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006 >> i feel free.. if only everyday was like today..
this morning...
i had a good chat with someone..
i realised how much i've neglected the ppl around me...
i realised how bad i've treated myself..making myself feel so miserable.
nothing revolves around a person... at least your life doesnt.
maybe she'll nv know the humiliation i have suffered just to make ends meet.
maybe she'll nv know the shame i went thru to beg n borrow
maybe she'll nv know how much i did for her
maybe she'll nv know how hard i work was for the future..
maybe i was nothing.
but does it matter?
well i dont know if the answers mattered to me anymore.
these matters affect a person's mindset.
god knows... god knows i want to break free...
mood: free
Listening to: Queen- I want to break free
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
10:07 AM
10:07 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006 >> feelings...
hey!
i dont know wat to say.... read thru many many ppl's blog while im on att c... HAHA..
well.. at last i stepped out of my crib... and i went out on wed to the npp to make a report about my lost 11b...damn.. the police said he was busy and asked me to go back in about 2 hours time...look im injured and i can hardly walk properly and you want me to go back again!!! nah forget it lol... hahah
thurs i went for my specialist review at changi general hospital...after further xrays and twisting tests on my ankle..the doctor said the fracture was minimal what was affecting me was my ruptured ligaments on both sides of my right ankle...sounds scary yar? 6 weeks to recover... hais i just bought my soccer boots and this had to happen!!! well after that met lebon for a haircut!!! and then we went to town to get kuaile's pressie....
Fri.... basically today was just nua-ing just like anyother day.. mwahha... was quite happy cos today can go out...kuaile's birthday at villa bali... well i went to town first.. bought something first..initially wanted to meet them @ the old marche's(now called THE VILLAGE...i think).. but dont know why i felt awkward lar... so waited for bon to finish his duty...then he came down meet me before we headed to villa bali to join them... well.. got to drink a lil...i drank bailey's, a lil bit of bacardi 151(tat sucks) and a lil bit of long island tea... hmm..played 5-10 wiht bon and kuaile... tok a lil bit of cock with the rest..we didnt stay long cos i had to limp and poor bon had to accompany me walk out of that ulu place...we went to our house there eat then go home le..
guess im still hiding in that shell refusing to face reality....
mood: i dont know!
Listening to: kangta and vaness- scandal
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
5:17 AM
5:17 AM
