actually i cant understand sometimes the things blog about the feelings they have..
why cant they actually put themselfs into others' shoes and feel the same way...and apply those feelings that the blogged about...
i guess ..
thats the harsh reality of selfishness of human beings....
my 2 cents worth..
today went and got my LEVIS watch!!! haha..damaged done to my pocket once again..i think i pamper myself a lil too much...i use to pamper ppl around me more than myself but right now i pamper myself too much man.. haha..went to look for bon at Fareast FB and also shuling n zervon at FB girls...waited for them to knock off and went for Mac ... then came home v early today...chattin with Lynn till about now 3.44 am..lol...gonna go slp soon
i cant wait for wednesday!!!
mambo!!!
my weekly dosage ... and my getaway..
mood: dancing mode
Listening to: Donna Summer- This Time I Know Its For Real
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
7:45 PM
7:45 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006 >> late nites...
hey...
its been a long time since i had time to sit down n really blog about things... i've been keepin late nites ever since god knows when...its always either supper with colleagues, out with meiyan, clubbing. Havent been home early for a very long time.
things havent been goin very smoothly for me..at least i reached a point where i got all upset n the tear ducts just gets the beta of me...ppl @ bugis ask me wats wrong.. worried to see me like this..but i just cant tell anyone whats wrong....i guess maybe enough is enough..Joel from syuoko accesories shop can analyse me v well and thats why i guess i tok to her more...hmm.. well
okay..been goin out with colleagues v often. 2 movie outings, 3 clubbin outings and countless supper outings. almost everynite i reach home after 1 am. lol.. well went to watch Memoirs of a Geisha and A Season For Love... the latter wasnt good...fell asleep in there...what do ya expect from me after a tiring day at work. well also went for clubbin with colleagues many times lo... Jul, alex and hong joined me n bon aka wx aka boi at mambo one wed...
This week alone..went home late every day... Mon OT to pack freshbox 1 hmm Tues also do Ot.. and then wednesday was at zouk with Lebon..oh yar! Huiqing, michelle, alan they all alllll went down....so much more fun with them around...Thursday was Ot again and Friday was at Rouge with Jul, Alex n Ah Hong again...so much drinking.....listening to Jon Mollina and Live band... well..they had r n b n retro in betwn...2 retro songs only...
Sat was the longest day...worked at hito 1 ... and at the end of the day...accompany alex they all to zouk...but didnt wanna go in cos it was trance...and since i already jio-ed keong to dbl O..i went down to dbl O to look for keong... and weixiang came...saw herman n friends there... okay saw Lynn from mambo as well...Lynn's guy friend signed us in so we didnt haf to queue! Great.. went in... as usual stood around at first...then saw someone...dont know wat to feel.. well anyway I dragged Lynn to the dance floor..saw Alan n Ken there . we also danced to retro...the Dj sucks big time man... keep talkin in betwn songs...lucky he nv tok during summer rain...if not we throw my shoes at him...enjoyed myself...
Lynn: See ya at mambo!!! rmb to ask nicole go.. hahah!!!
from dbl O .. me and bon went down to zouk... wentin as there was no need to pay cover by that time.. well anyway...it was trance inside...alex they all were already high... go inside dance awhile.... went for supper with jul n bon at nus prata as usual...well anyway.. reached home at 5.30 am yest...
Today leh? went for teochew muay with FB ppl and then after that went for tok kok session at huiqing's void deck.. haha as usual tokin about mambo, yesterdays's DBL O dj, ipod nano, gf's, bf's, rships, marriages, bikes, cars, chalets, hmm all kind of things under the sun... haha its always fun to crap with huiqing...more crappin sessions yar? haha...and pls go mambo lar! if not when i dont go i will miss u guys alot leh... =( i goin in to army soon..
this sat gary asking me go MOS...i still contemplating...i wanna go dBl O
hahha nites..
Mood: sad
Listening to: Kylie Minogue- In Your Eyes
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
4:25 AM
4:25 AM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006 >> life is so fragile
finally im here to blog again after so long..
bloggin with alot of feelings...
feelings of guilt, anguish n of grieve..
just woke up from my 16 hour slp after finally back home from weiling's funeral.
Weiling...
such a sweet girl that i will miss definitely..
died in an accident that cost her her dear life...
everything she does is sweet....
thanks for everything u haf done...
tokin to me when i was down...when i was alone and didnt know who to tok to..
i will always remember u as the kai xin guo of our group...
i regret not goin to kl with u guys.... but regret is too late now..and all i can say is..
rest in peace....
mood: sad
listening to: Frente- Bizzare Love Triangle
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
10:40 AM
10:40 AM
