ok so yest was wednesday...
and needless to say..its mambo day!
ok earlier in the morning, had my graduation cermony... Grandma went along..i dont know..she must have felt v proud that i finally got my cert and all that..but i didnt feel the same.. i was happy to graduate with the same bunch of ppl...however wasnt proud at all about my results... anyway...no sour grapes....supposed to go lunch with alex, yong they all...cos yong had to book in at 2 pm....however i had to send grandma home first..and there wasnt enuff time to meet them for lunch again...stayed at home for a lil before heading down to town to catch a movie... "slither" it was a lousy show..tot it was a horror show..turned out to be a sci-fi romantic comedy which failed terribly...
after the show, headed down to bugis...went to find zack so that i could keep my things in the shop... and also went to look for shuling n sheila... well.. anyway..had fun chatting with them..and made a decision that if i had free time i would go back there n work and i told shuling to tell kel... hmm the decision was stronger when i met up with shikai,yuenling and yingying the day before...the bond betw the staffs in fb..hmm hard to find le.. more real than the ones i found somewhere...im not gonna state...
it was mambo after that... headed down to mambo around 11... went in..surprisingly there wasnt much of a queue...and i got in and went to my usual spot to wait for lynn..she came with nicole...as usual... lol..hmm since it was lynn's birthday.. i bought her a card...and passed it to her.. hmm after awhile music started...and as usual all the regulars will move towards the dancefloor and more n more regulars started coming... short of mich n qing only... hmm well i somehow wished they were there...cos i started to feel kinda bored..n wanted to go home...if it wasnt lynn's birthday...i might have gone home.... however the music was good... sonny spun till 4 am for 2 weeks consecutively already....
*anyway...happy 21st birthday Lynn*
hmm i still love mambo alot...cos hmm i dont know how to say..but i experienced all kinds of feelings in there... i fell in love in mambo, smiled in mambo, cried in mambo...made many new friends from mambo...
i remember once i msged somebody... and the response was so negative..(dont ask me what the content was) ...i teared... lebon and qing had to console me... hmm well..when i saw lynn tearing last nite when she was drunk...kinda worried...but luckily she was in good hands....
they say that clubbin isnt a good environment to be in....i beg to differ i must say....
i made friends there...though they do not have much time for you...but they help u thru problems too...not only meeting up for mambo sessions...but aso tok kok la kopi sessions...
actually i have lots more to blog about...but i think some topics are to sensitive..and i do not want them to be stated in here...
if you are afraid to love,
then dont love.
if you want to love,
be brave.
go with the flow.
do what you want to do.
if you want to salvage ur own pride,
then dont love bravely, dont love selfishly
love unhappily.
love is a feeling between 2 persons that no one else understands..
if you feel that you do love that someone still,
then dont care what others think about you.
dont care what is the consequences.
just do it.
there is no "i think,i feel, i hope".
me and the birthday girl, Lynn @ mambo.
me before a family dinner
me n the lil ones from freshbox.
me with yuenling.
me shikai n yuenling
mood: confused, hesitant.
Listening to: kylie minogue- in your eyes
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
10:45 AM
10:45 AM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 >> hmm...so many things to blog
so many things to blog
im lazy..
maybe after my grad ceremony on wed...
then got pics mah haha!! kk stay tuned!
mood: not bad!
Listening to: Baltimora- Tarzan Boy
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
3:17 AM
3:17 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006 >> haha
yoooooooooo
i will be okay...
i just wanna say sorry to worry those who are worried for me..
=)
mood: very full lol
Listening to: Michael Buble- home
fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
6:49 AM
6:49 AM
