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Saturday, August 30, 2008 >> tired...

萧亚轩-冲动

很感激这城市拥挤的交通
让你我还能多相处几分钟
人潮中怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松不放松
忍不住想要爱你的
冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口
忍不住想要吻你的
冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂
我的心是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我想你的时间不够用
为什么平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我你改变我
你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落


at least i get to see you..
every alternate week..
just hope you dont shun me...
cos i love the way u care about me..
although you dont show it..
i knw you care..
thanks n cya.

mood: VERY confused.
Listening to: Elva Hsiao- Chong Dong.


fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
11:44 PM


Sunday, August 17, 2008 >> pain..

i dun knw..
but i jus felt upset...
but i couldnt do anything...
but watch her..
walk
out of the door of the shoppin mall with her friends..
and all i can d
o is ... hope that she'll turn around and see me..
at least thats what i wanted at that p
oint of time....

maybe i shud jus st
op livin in that lie..

m
ood: heartbroken.
Listening t
o: one republic- stop n stare.


fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
12:06 AM


Tuesday, August 12, 2008 >> sighs..

today i worked at central again.. -.-'' alone..
i was very lonely..and i started thinkin about stuffs again.
i started thinkin of her..when i knw i shudnt...cos i'd be upset..
i couldnt help it..
shes the one always with me when things go wrong..and she will always be the one tellin me that things will be fine..
but nw that things happen..
shes no longer here....
really worried bout my follow up at the doc's tmr...
wonder what her diagnosis will be....

what if...i really have a problem...

sighs...still so much things to do....

i miss her..

mood: lonely.
Listening to: Muo Er Ben De Fei Cui(Canto)


fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
1:18 AM


Friday, August 08, 2008 >> hmm

i dunknw what is being afraid till yesterday..
went to see a doc for some medication..
then the doctor told me
that my blood pressure taken on the left arm was way too high..
my diastolic n systolic were both over a threshold..

well..
then she took my bp on my right arm..
and it was normal..
and she felt it was wierd...

she told me to go home n rest..
abstain from all kind of sports n exercise for a week...
and go back to see her for a follow up..
and told me if there wasnt a change then prolly she would have to refer me to the Cardiologist...

really very worried man..
got me affected for the rest of the dayy.
and i couldnt concentrate for my paper that nite..
Dont knw why..

Dont knw why..
i jus wished that u were here with me..
to tell me that everything is okay..
and i will be fine..
but nw ... i jus cant help but worry....


mood: worried
Listening to: Jay Sean- Maybe.


fisherman's fren: leo ranted @
2:37 AM


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