Tuesday, November 29, 2005 >> can i be greedy

can i be greedy..
to say i still want the plan for my 21st to work out.
u know it.
i know it..
and i want it.

mood: good?
Listening to: Berlinda carlisle- summer rain



>> grandma and my girl...

today..
i was talkin to my girl in da morning.
grandma over heard me tokin on fone..
ask me if i was tokin to other girls..
i replied no and i was tokin to my girl...
i asked grandma.. u mean i cannot tok to other girls meh? not even friends?
grandma said no..
thats how protective she is of my girl...
sighs..
well anyway..
she long treat my girl as her granddaughter-in-law *shy*
hahaha..

mood: dont know
Listening to: Stay(just a littlee bit longer)



Sunday, November 27, 2005 >> i know what i want..

i want you...

You're just too good to be true;
Can't take my eyes off of you.
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived,
I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true;
Can't take my eyes off of you.

Pardon the way that I stare:
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak;
There are no words left to speak.
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real,
You're just too good to be true;
Can't take my eyes off of you.

I love you, baby!
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby;
Trust in me when I say.
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby,
Now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you, baby,
Let me love you.

You're just too good to be true;
Can't take my eyes off of you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch;
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived,
I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true;
Can't take my eyes off of you.

I love you, baby!
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby;
Trust in me when I say.
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby,
Now that I found you, stay.
Oh, pretty baby,
Trust in me when I say.

I need you, baby!
Well won't you come stay
Oh. pretty baby.
Now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.



Saturday, November 26, 2005 >> where am i heading for..

as this pics depicts..
am i heading to where i point at..
is that the right place?
is that place called bliss.... or is it called Self destruction.
who can tell me?
haha..
love work , mambo and kok tokin big time!!!
Thanks to alot ppl...
bon, huiqing, jess, Sherrie.. for tokin to me in da wee hours of the nite..
i miss my friends...
esp that someone..







Friday, November 25, 2005 >> trying to find the real me.

regarding my previous post.. thanks for your concerns people.. but im okay lar actually hur hur.. no worries yar?

ok
new entry..
these few wednesdays haf been goin to mambo.. and i admit..its gettin to be habit for me.. dont want to make that a habit. dont really know why i go to mambo...i do like the songs..i do like to dance.. but.. i dont know..mambo reminds me of alot of things.. well now thinkin whether should i go zouk out anot... zouk out seems fun..but clash with Sam's birthday and also might be workin at auntie's office... sighs.. well not thinkin much.. to me now workin is more important... and of cos those ppl that are dear to me....

i miss someone alot...





Tuesday, November 22, 2005 >> sighs..

i dont know what im sighing for..
i guess im longing for something.
well anyway..wednesday is approachin and im glad.
im kinda upset wayhow isnt able to go though.. cos he's been a great friend to me..
glad to chat with him these days..
haha
These days things have been okay for me.
just hope to keep it this way.

yup.. workin at bugis really made me feel betta alot. Was talkin to the uncle there.. haha.. i was sayin i wouldnt wanna be transferred elsewhere..cos at bugis village, u can sing. you can dance you can crap you can talk kok and play finger guessing which i did.. haha yar so fun right.
anywae ..
heres 2 pics i took with gilda.... a.k.a gilters from ogk..
she has a shop at bugis village and we took pics! haha.. heres 2







Friday, November 18, 2005 >> about mambo...

haha.. what a wednesday.. what a mambo session. Firstly, went to work in a day with mambo mood the whole day... a pity that the only cd i have in the cart was a 17 track cd with retro tracks. NOT ENOUGH !!!! haha.. well worked all the way..and Bon came to pick me up at bugis.. got a shirt from Freshbox aka my work place... change up and quickly headed down to Zouk. well saw adrian, jer and yangs outside .. so Bon and i got to get our chops n toilet.. went to find wayhow later saw him at the steps... so..slowly the guys all came in.. slowly retrofyin the other guys man.. haha...

well went to get a drink early b4 any of the othre guys..cos was really tired n thirsty... on the way down..saw someone from bugis street... so i said hi.. then i realised she's a mambo regular..and she stays near me as well.... anyway i always smile at her when she walks past and toks to the uncle who always toks to me... well.... and so.. yar.. at least got things to talk about when see her at work bah? Oh ya.. so kinda shy to tok to her with all the mambo regulars around..so i went ahead to get my ribena!!! haha..

Mambo was great... had alot of fun with bon... as usual...and the other guys as well... Oh man WAYHOW WAS CHECKIN HIS GIRL OUT!!! haha.... happy to see daniar there as well.. maybe what started me gettin interested in mambo dancing was his v nicely synchronised dance with melvin in " Cant get you out of my head " the most difficult song for me to learn so far... realised i got alot of songs i dont know yet... haha.. Nvm... still lookin for "stay(just a little bit longer)" the mambo version..

few of my fave songs.
1. Human League- Dont you want me
2. Jason Hates Jazz- I dont want to be a hero.
3. Bananarama- I heard a Rumour.
4. Adam n the ants- Room at the top.
5. M.A.N.- Stay(just a little bit longer)

everything was fun.. except... that i hate it when ppl on the higher step of the podium we are on doesnt noe how to dance the steps..but yet keep elbowin me and touchin my hair!!! hate it.. and hate it when ppl push me just to get down to dancefloor... why cant they walk straight to dancefloor instead of goin thru the podium? it just hinders us when we are dancing to the songs... and dont they understand that the podium is for ppl who KNOWS and dance mambo steps.. and not for them to dirty dance away with mambo songs *rolleyes* with the exception of Cass n that Silvia boi(bon knows who), cos they are one of the regulars.

today, went to work....dont know izzit too tired.. while carryin the makeshift door.. the door slipped from my fingers.. and hit my feet..till now it still hurts... sighs.. drank 5 cups of coke to keep myself awake... i dont wanna doze off and create bad impression..... Kelvin was like tokin to me after work...(Kelvin's my boss) he was saying.. "wah Leonard, i find you so much more 开朗 now than at the start. you were so cool and dao then. You also improve in ur sales tok already ah.."
It got me thinking. Am i really so cool n aloof? Do i give ppl that impression? Even Shuling says so. Maybe it made me less receptive to tok to strangers. or maybe at tat time i had things affecting me so much? Am i okay now? i guess i am. Someone i saw dashed away while dancing Summer Rain.. Can a song really affect someone soooo much? my answer is yes. i sympatise with that person... hope she can smile again(although i dont knw her). Thanks to Bon for pickin me up from work... i was v tired today.. the ride home came at such a right time... lol i appreciate it. heeee... =)

ok enough of all that le... i wanna hit the sacks ... soooo tired...







Monday, November 14, 2005 >> good blog entries..

what are ur inspiration of good blog entries?
song lyrics?
feelings for tat day?
erm...
or any situation that u haf encountered?

i aint sure..but i like xinyi's blog entries..
and sometimes Mark's..
anyway...

wayhow asked me to zouk on wed..
so yar..think most likely going... hee

mood: light
Listening to: Liang Jing Ru- Si Lu



Saturday, November 12, 2005 >> zouk..on wed.. more visits...

hee...
well these days have been ups n downs? not sure... haha..
well wed went to zouk with bon... haha im sure both of us had alot of fun that nite...mambo-ing the nite away.. haha..
well these days bon will come to look for me at work... and we haf good chats too..... bon told me he really enjoyed mambo on wed.. me too...
im slowly retrofying my colleagues...they so gian to see me dance... lol =X haha
haha
just came home from dinna/supper at clementi with bon n kiat...
full... n here i am bloggin...
tired... tmr off day!!!!! lol...

mood: retro mood...
Listening to: Berlinda Carlisle- Leave a light on me.



Friday, November 11, 2005 >> about someone

i realised..
i didnt put someone who is important to me...
but its cos shes important thats why i never blog about her much..
better kept inside the heart lar.. haha..
heres the most impt person to me...
hee
although this pic i dont look v nice... angela insists its nice..so i shall put this pic.. hee


hope u like this pic we took in melbourne..heee..



Wednesday, November 09, 2005 >> i love to talk.

haha..
realised i love to talk..
to anybody.
about anything.
i also realised i love to sing..
anything...
work has been enjoyable for me.. cos i talk to people at Bugis Street.. clown around and sing songs...singing allows me to destress.. i love singing...
recently listen to alot of nice songs.. and im hooked on one song now..

杨丞琳- 暧昧

very nice song there...haha..

today lebon came down to look for me at bugis... so had dinner with him.. he bought a shirt from Freshbox and also went to Topman to buy a tee for his friend's bday..
sang alot today.. haha..so gian to go ktv..miss the times i sing away with ah si, sam thy all b4 ziyou went in Ns..

oh yar thanx sherrie n jess for sms-ing me during work..bored man... u can imagine how bored am i...i start singing.. i start doing nonsensical things.. if i can take pics i will take and let u guys see my work place okie? heeee...

did i say i saw my sis at zouk? haha she went momo aftr tat though..whil i went to black...so..*rolleyes* haha

i want to put some photos...

taken during IHP i miss them.. ah si and sam..





2 impt gals in my life..
sotong sis n cloney..



my fellow mambo prince..


mood: betta
Listening to: 杨丞琳- 暧昧



Tuesday, November 08, 2005 >> picture galore...

haha..realised i had a lot of funny pics which i didnt post... so i post in my blog okay? haha
my best buddy in poly..my fellow clubber(where he goes i go) ..


the guys of 3 lian bang..


me n yanyi(one of the twins which i met up with during my recent trip to mel)



czewai- my m'sian bike guru!!!


me riding czewai's sp(my practise bike)


me



finally IHP!!!!


mood : hee
Listening to - Xu Jie Er- Wo Ke Yi Ren Shou



Saturday, November 05, 2005 >> where do i belong? who do i belong to..

an incident this morning make me sooo upset..
realised i dont know whether i belong at home..
i may not be the best guy in the world..
im not perfect.
no one is.
im not bad...
but i dont know why...
time n time again.. people must say things that hurt me. sooo much.
and they are ppl who i haf known for ALL MY LIFE.
the hurt is even greater .
it seems that not only no one understands me....
even my own family doesnt understand me..

FUCK OFF

你不用在意
流泪也只想刚好合意
我早已经待在谷底

mood: hurt, very hurt..
Listening to: 周杰伦- 枫

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